Flowers Radiate Beauty! Love Life To The Fullest! Let Your Passions Fuel Your Dreams! Stay Motivated and Inspire Others. Do What Makes You Smile and Radiate Your Inner Beauty.
Author: Frederica R. Burrage
I am a passionate, eclectic Artist. A published author of two books- NOT ONE TEN PASSIONS and Flowers Radiate Beauty. I'm married, with two beautiful daughters, a stepdaughter and we have a spoiled cat, named Casper. I work in Philadelphia, PA as a veteran Firefighter of 20 years. I consider myself an avid Gardener and an amateur Photographer. Other hobbies of mine includes: reading, painting and doing puzzles. Lastly, I enjoy volunteering with various organizations in my community.
Mother: Just thinking of you- The little things Add up to big things I enjoy thinking of you These sad memories Were once good memories No more pain in Paradise, right? Treats and candy remind me of you Christmas music reminds me of you I know that you are with me I carry you each day with me The holidays aren’t the same The joyous surprise is not the same You are enjoying Paradise, right? You were born on Christmas day… I’ll be merry & bright on Christmas day I know that you’d want it that way In my heart is where you will stay I couldn’t be comforted any other way Glad that you are resting in Paradise It’s not only holidays that I miss you In my thoughts, MOM, you will stay I thank God for the love from you Always, I LOVE YOU! I cannot wait to see you in paradise Seeing you will be a beautiful sight Christmas is not just any day It is forever your special day Happy Heavenly Birthday, In Paradise, Mother ❤️🥳🎂🎈🎁
Life can be a Crazy Maze… With twists, turns and dead ends. Explore all options and take flight in the desired direction. Don’t let obstacles delay you from reaching your place of peace. Stay the course towards the right path. Confusion and frustration may occur. PIVOT! Your exit is near. Remember the wrong roads (blocks) so that you don’t keep moving further from your intended destination. Focus on the end goal and stay motivated. Navigating life requires self-determination. Keep emotions in check during complexities or setbacks. Do not allow walls or fake passageways, to hinder your journey. Do not be afraid of the darkness. Let your faith light the way. Rely on your deity for guidance and courage. It’s okay to talk yourself through difficulties. Drown out any outside noise. Life is about choices. Choose your priorities and remain fluid. It is okay to slow down to reflect. Just don’t ever stop your pursuits. When you reach that open thoroughfare, RUN!
Life can be a Crazy Maze… With twists, turns and dead ends. Explore all options and take flight in the desired direction. Don’t let obstacles delay you from reaching your place of peace. Stay the course towards the right path. Confusion and frustration may occur. PIVOT! Your exit is near. Remember the wrong roads (blocks) so that you don’t keep moving further from your intended destination. Focus on the end goal and stay motivated. Navigating life requires self-determination. Keep emotions in check during complexities or setbacks. Do not allow walls or fake passageways, to hinder your journey. Do not be afraid of the darkness. Let your faith light the way. Rely on your deity for guidance and courage. It’s okay to talk yourself through difficulties. Drown out any outside noise. Life is about choices. Choose your priorities and remain fluid. It is okay to slow down to reflect. Just don’t ever stop your pursuits. When you reach that open thoroughfare, RUN!
Your once long, thick hair is pressed and curled real nice
spiffy jazzy again, your words
we thanked those responsible for “hooking you up”
they merely enhanced your beauty
Do you like the bobby pins that I stuck behind your ears?
I will miss styling your hair
Whew, it was a job!
Nette picked out your stunning dress
it compliments your skin tone
your smile and your demeanor
bright and sparkly
you would absolutely love it so pretty
What stands out to me
what I’m staring at
are your hands your hands
the same hands that used to clasp mine lovingly
those hands now wrinkled
sometimes rough from years of labor
hard working hands strong hands
you touched my face with them
wiped my tears
held my face close to yours
now they are- still motionless
not as warm as I remembered lifeless
I am so sad
I can no longer feel your touch
I miss you so much I am sad
It’s unbelievable
when I saw you last
the day you passed
I gripped your hands
You were unable to intertwine your fingers with mine
just a few days before
you held up that same hand in praise thanking Jesus for another day of life
of living through daily discomfort yet thankful
for small breathes grateful to feel
we recited Psalm 23
In unison, we said, “Amen”
I told you that I love you
you looked at me and said,
“LOVE YOU MORE, FREDDIE” AMEN
I have that moment captured on video
to watch over and over again
only 22 seconds
but I get to hear you say
that you love me back
22 seconds Thank You Jesus!
I have regrets
I missed holding your hands
that day when you slipped away
Growing up
you would touch my hands and clean my fingernails
often you commented how pretty and long they were
you kept short nails
today your nails are shiny
the color is nice
I touch them how intimate
feeling your hands for the last time
Madison was going to do your nails on her next visit
she wanted you to be there clapping for her graduation
peek in on her from time to time
she is getting ready for her prom
and preparing for college life
she is so excited and nervous
we were lucky to have your support
we all miss your fist bumps (I’m smiling) because you gave fist bumps to everyone so freely so caring with a smile
I can see you giving air kisses
I tried catching each one
to return them
Your hands waving goodbye haunts me those were the same hands
that taught me how to pray
to write to cook to sew
I miss the touch of your hands
those hands held your grand babies so gently
you called just to say, “HEY,
It’s Mom-Mom”
they all know how much you love them
Felise is hurt
because she missed your calls
she was in class
she misses your spirit
your encouragement
you checked in frequently
always concerned
making sure that everyone was okay
they are doing fine They love you!
Charles tried to be strong
but he is crushed
your first grandchild
what an absolute joy
he was your only little boy
now a kind, young man
Shelby is a good role model and student
you have smart grandchildren
they are all independent thinkers
working hard to be a success
to make you proud
they all miss your touch
the touch of your hands
I am sad crying
sad that I was not there for you
as you were dying
I was not able to hold your hand
I am trying to grieve coping typing missing you so much
I was not ready for you to leave me
to leave us it seemed sudden
when Nette called I was crushed scared not prepared
the first thing that I did
was grab your hand
and I said, “SORRY” Sorry Mom
Your hand was losing its heat
I tugged on your sheets
laid across your chest
I held your hand tight
absent was a heartbeat no pulse
no breaths nothing
present was your love
your unwavering love
your undying love your love
gone was your smile
your snug hugs
gone was your kisses
your caring touch
WHY GOD GOD WHY
GOD NO NO GOD OKAY GOD
I am glad that Davette was with you
in your final moments
Yes, she is very sad
remember when you met her,
you didn’t want her to get close to you
you were sick
once you were feeling better,
you both adored each other
she became your favorite
I trust that she was a comfort
she and I are friends now
I am grateful for her
Mom, you left a void at that nursing home a huge hole
they miss you being there
I have visited Liz a few times
she was surprised to see my girls
but so happy we are her family now I will look out for her like she looked out for you with Love Liz enjoyed your company she lost her best friend now she has adopted me I will load her up with flowers and treats I really like her she loves & misses you
In the end I am extremely thankful appreciative for your support
your love
I enjoyed us holding hands
you holding my hand
me holding your hand
I may never fully understand
what happened to you
I am mourning our separation
missing your kindness
your pretty face
your touch
that beautiful face
Mom, your generosity cannot be measured
our family is broken without you
however, we will do our best to make you proud
your motivation is still present
The impact of your absence is felt
I am unsure what’s natural or normal Grief can be complex
my feelings of guilt are tremendous
I am coping though
It’s just that
many things trigger thoughts of you
I focus on the good memories
you were my longest and most treasured relationship
your love cannot be replaced or erased
sometimes I ponder
about my own mortality
hopefully, not soon
Enjoy your reunion with Ronnie, Dee-Dee and the rest of the family
Frederica's Passions 
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